Hello! I'm Kiki. I got stuck in a time loop ten years ago, and so as it happened, I am in the process of ripping apart the shut portal at the seam. This site will stand as a witness to my liberation.

I am fucking crazy.

Death.

Snowdrops
by Louise Glück

Do you know what I was, how I lived? You know.
what despair is; then
winter should have meaning for you.

I did not expect to survive,
earth suppressing me. I didn't expect
to waken again, to feel
in damp earth my body
able to respond again, remembering
after so long how to open again
in the cold light
of earliest spring—

afraid, yes, but among you again
crying yes risk joy

in the raw wind of the new world.